What are you doing? Can't you see you are giving up on every hope of love. Fine, i was the one who has hurt you, and yes i admit that whatever i did was wrong. But seriously, her? I mean if i have known you then i know you are completely faking it. Faking to yourself and her. And anyways you don't really "want" her. That is evident. But for petty distractions and booty, you have chosen the wrong shit. Do not keep her in an illusion. It's not fair to her. If you claim she had had a sorry life, then well don't make it more sorry.
I don't understand why people retreat into a cube when they are hurt. When i am hurt, i become outrageous. I will become your biggest nightmare, so don't piss me off. But it's good i become loud and obnoxious because it is better. Retreating into oneself is frustrating, and is a self-destructing strategy.
Anyways, I am now no one to tell you what is right or wrong for you, but i know i have tried to make you see the factual states of life and love. You CANNOT love two people at the same time. You can love someone, and adore the other one. And sometimes we are the ones who confuse the adoring-liking emotion with love. I have NOT taught you how to love two people at the same time. It's my fault that i had claimed i did. But no. It has always been one. You tell me that she is not meant to be, she is not what you need, she is your scape-goat. But do you tell her that?
I have stopped discussing these things with you, and i know we are completely floating apart. I know you hate me, and never want to be in association with me. But you have to admit that whatever i have thought is bad for you has turned out to be more gross.
Listen to me.
Remember the things i told you.
I know now it seems fun and kinky because you can fuck two girls in the same bed (possible).
But retreat before it's too late.
She will slit your throat.
And you will have another person to hate and blame.
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