Kind-of-a-list

I cannot apologize enough to my blog for not posting for more than three days. Sorry. Well i am stuck in Puri right now. My mom's internet was not working and i finally started to fiddle with the laptop and achieved internet success!! :D me great. i know. whatever.

Well, i have been here for two days now and i am sulky as hell. i wanna be back in my room, in front of MY laptop. Anyways, i am not complaining in a great degree right now because at this moment i have access to cyber world. Hooray!! But these two days of boredom has made me decide a lot of things. I can feel i am FINALLY moving on from a lot of things. I have stopped expecting things from a few people, and have finally decided to put things in perspective, and it's about time to make my priority list. Firstly, Plattburgh. Have to get used to the terrible cold again, and my WTF classes. So not looking forward to the Everest-like list of homework and assignments. Secondly, i need to get back in shape. seriously. I have been neglecting my health for a long time and now it's time again to pay attention to it. Thirdly, life. I need to figure out where life is taking me. I need to be consistent the way i was a few months ago.

So before i leave for my life again, i need to make sure i stay in touch with my close friends. these six months i have been pretty aloof. giving attention to people who do not need it and ignoring those who have been by me all my life. So keeping in touch is a big thing for me. I feel lethargic most of the times. I mean, it's not that i don't like my friends, but sometimes i feel so tired i kind of say fuck it! who cares? will call them soon. The "soon" never comes and i have been drifting away from my favorite people. Should rectify that.

The people i have been giving so much of attention clearly do not require it. They are living their lives and i sometimes feel that i am imposing myself on them. That is SO not me. Go to rectify this too. AND soon. But this time the "soon" has to come soon. ;) :p