Dogma

What do you think is good for you, could turn out to be fatal for you. I am very tired, for no reason at all. Feel extremely exhausted. The four walls of my room are filled with memories and it is suffocating me. Kolkata has become such a bitch to me, but i am determined. I am not going to let my emotional turmoil ruin this vacation for me. What was to be done is done. There is no looking back. I have to move forward. I have to regain the essence of life.

This hollowness will fade away, i know. It always does. My ethos of life is to live. I will live. I have to survive.

R.I.P Love

I know i have not done justice to my blog. I have suffered a lot the past month, and somehow i am coming to a closure now that i am home.

Letting go off a relationship has never been easy. This time, though, it is extra hard. It is more painful than usual.He was a good man, and he treated me well. A lot of things have changed though. We had a lot of problems, lot of hiccups we had to overcome.We did in a way, but all those time i drifted apart. All those times i made a wall around me.

Do not take me wrong. I still care for you, but it is not the same. I do not melt at your sight anymore. I do not just fly away when i am with you.

Things have changed. I have changed. It is better to move on than holding onto something so hollow.

Have a good life. Forgive me if you can. As long as i was with you, i loved you with all my heart.