Best Friend

My best friend just walked out of my room 5 minutes ago and i guess i won't be seeing her for a VERY LONG time. Do i feel sad about it? Yes. Will i miss her? Yes. But i knew this would happen someday, when we finally say goodbye to each other for a long time. But i never knew it would happen so casually, and again i have the answer of why it is not hard for me to say goodbye to Juhi. Because it's just Juhi. She is more like a body part to me.

We have been friends for more than 15 years now. But she is my BFF for almost 7 yrs. She knows me very well. That's what she thinks. I mean knowing me completely is impossible. Knowing anyone completely is impossible, so why is "knowing" best friends such a big deal? I will tell you why. Curiosity. I believe its a human sin. Curiosity. Yes. It can end age long bondages, relationships and arguments. It can do good and bad to people. Coming back to the point. Knowing me is a bit hard, but knowing Juhi is a piece of cake. Why? Because she is simple. Will her simplicity kill her one day? Yes. It has killed her many times already.

So Juhi. The first post about you.

As i have always told you, think straight but its not a sin to add some turning points to the road of life. I mean what has your simple life with great ambitions given you? Nothing. You are not a victim but you let others take advantage of you. When in hell will you stop that? Things change. And you should change too. We are living in a very "kamina" world, and to survive you have to be a bit of a kamina. Look at me. I have had 1000 fuck-ups already but why i am still doing fine? Because i am a bitch. Not the blonde one, but the true one. I know how to step on others and make my way to the top. For heaven's sake you are the future-lawyer, and you should know these tricks better than i do. Don't they teach u these in college?

Another thing. I know how you hate college. Listen, even i dreamt of being in NYC but that did not happen because my mom won't spend the money. So i am in SUNY now. Am i complaining? Well sometimes in my head. But is that making me NOT love my college? Fuck NO. I love it. Its the best fucking thing that has happened to me. And ILS to you, and it is taking you closer to the dreams of you being a lawyer. So suck it up and make the most of it.

I will miss you. I admit it. And it is finally sinking in. Our ways have parted for real. But that will not stop you from being my bestesttttttttt fraand.

Take care Lazy ass. I know you will do good only if u know that is what you want. And stop saying that u are listening to your head when you have lend your ears to your heart. ;)

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