My boyfriend thinks that this blog is for someone from my past. BUT IT IS NOT. It is about me and my thoughts about people i know, i see and i hear about. He thinks that i am writing this blog not out of any creative boom but because it is an excuse for me to talk about someone else.
The Truth.
Some posts might be about someone else, but they are because he has affected my life pretty effectively. What i am today and what my relationship is with YOU (my boyfriend) is because of him. I know you dont want to believe me and you are thinking that this is another of my escape routes to think about my past. But it is not. I am not the girl who is crying wolf. This Time.
I am saying the truth after thinking about it. I have made up my mind and i guess you know what my decision is. I am tired of the all the blame games and the hatred. I am tired of being the victim and victimising people. This is about my thoughts, what i feel. Believe me.
I hope you will understand someday that this is not about anyone else. I am doing something for myself for a change. Just blurting out thoughts is very rejuvenating and it is making me think about a lot of things. My creative urges will soon surface and this blog will no longer be about certain someone. Its YOUR choice now. Trust me or ignore this.
So i am off to bed now and i guess i will be blogging some more tonight.
Adios
Take care Me.
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