and saw my old body taking shape
the flabs, the marks and the tummy
is making my life unsafe, again.
What stimulated my body to grow?
Not love and it wasn't hatred.
But all the food my mind wants to gobble
Again and again, just to stay away.
My 15-year old self is looking back at me,
vulnerable weak and ballooned up.
When did this happen? When did i surrender?
My mind is the question and my body is the answer.
What am i hiding under all this fat?
My insecurities and all of that.
I don't want to deal with this anymore,
I want my 17-yr old back.
I want to look the way i liked.
I want back my infectious smile.
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