In this World

I never knew anyone else, except me and some people i have mentioned in my posts, actually reads my blog. Receiving a comment from nowhere, and from a complete stranger makes me think that may be i am NOT alone in this world.

Yes i am in pain. I have been in pain for so long that i don't know how to live without it. I thrive on my pain, like a little creeper on a host being. But i am not sitting in the darkness. I have lit a lot of matches, but it is always extinguished. I frantically search for another match stick and light it again, to live again. But i am running out of matchsticks now.

Hence, my need of dependence, a security. I need someone to light my matchstick when i am tired and cannot fight against my miseries alone.

I am not saying i have a terrible life, but it has potential to do better.

To that someone,
Thank you for reading my blog, and appreciating what i feel. I am glad my writings could bring forth my state.

To everyone else, who is reading this or not, i am thankful that we all live. We all survive on this planet, manifesting our presence on each other.

I know i am not alone. I know i am not the only one with battles, in and outside my head. I know i am not the only one searching for that little hope that will re-ignite our lives.

P.S: i have listened to two songs by Fiona Apple. She has a very strong voice. :)