Letting go of things becomes very difficult for me. But i am trying. Because if i don't let go then it's hurting me, ganguly and maybe some other person whom i have never met. My hurt seems ridiculous now because he doesn't bother. He thought too much about what happened to him, rather than seeing what i went through.
Anyways, that part of my life is over. I think. I am finally giving up on anything that i had left for him. If we can be friends? No. We cannot be friends. We cannot be anything that we used to be or we thought we could be. Before i could, he gave up.
Anyways, I have decided to lead a different life. I won't cause pain to that one person who loves me unconditionally. I will not lie and i will definitely not pretend to be something that i am not. I don't know what happens in the future, but this time, without compromising any feeling in me, i am devoting myself to love. I will try to love more. I will try to learn how to love without any qualms.
This is not a new start, but definitely a new story for me.
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