Monday, February 22, 2010

I matter.

I am fucking tired of this shit. I am tired of holding it in. I am just simply tired. I am tired of waiting on you.

Yes, i am complaining because i have stretched to the point where i am about to break. One more incident and i will snap. Why are you never there when i need you the most?

I am stressed, alone and completely out of mind, and i need you now. But you aren't there. Why does it happen to me?

Why won't i flee? Why won't i escape relationships if this is what i get out of it?
I am losing all faith in love. Fuck! it does not exist! i get hurt every freaking waking moment of my life.

I am tired. I need you. Can't you see it? Can't you feel it?

Help Me!! i don't want to walk away again. i don't want to be the monster i am.

1 comment:

  1. happiness depends upon ourselves..dont sit in the dark and curse the darkness, try to light a match!
    u write well..
    u are in pain..
    listen to the album TIDAL by Fiona Apple.
    if u like it mention it..
    peace!

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