I have gotten back all the results of my past exams, and I am relieved. I have scored fairly decent. On the borders of A's but i know i will make it. The past month and the turmoil that came with it, in my mind and my life, was just unbearable. I guess i made it through. I survived.
I have cut down a lot of things in my life. I have cut down on my fat intake, but my nicotine intake has risen up (ignore that). I have cut down on being completely obsessed with him, and he has become a thought now, which i shoo away every time it resurfaces. I have cut down on being a bitch. I have cut down on spending money. I have cut down on throwing tantrums in front of Ganguly. He complains subtly, he did it yesterday night, but i ignored it.
But i got a boost today, i am not strangling in my academics. I am still on the borderline of getting a 4.0 GPA, but i hope i still make it.
I have to. This is the only thing i have right now to keep me safe, keep me from hurting myself.
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