Yes, i am at a crossroad now. I do not know which way to go. To be more precise this is not a crossroad, it's a two way highway. I do not know to move forward or go back. Both ways are extremely harmful and catastrophic. So i am stagnant for now, weighing my options for a while.
If i go back, then, well.... it's gonna be high-end drama. If i move forward, it's a bit of drama, but i enter the swallowing hole of loneliness. It's not that I am living in a crowd right now, but i still have someone to bank upon, or may be i don't. The distances are finally creeping in. Long-distance relationship is finally taking it's toll.
I have hurt him, he excused me for my stupidness.
I move forward, dump all my skeletons in a closet, lock it and throw away the key.
He tries to open it up, and tears me apart again.
I can't trust him anymore.
I am building my wall again. I am slowly drifting away.
Even if he tells me he is sorry, i am scared. I am scared of being accused. I am scared of feeling like a complete nuisance.
I am fragile.
Do i move forward? Do i stand still?
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LEAVE THE HIGHWAY AND STEP ASIDE,
ReplyDeleteYOU WILL FIND THERE IS A NEW ROAD WHICH U DIDNT NOTICE ALL THIS TIME !!