When i think about home nowadays, i think how many memories i am missing with my family. I have missed almost everyone's birthday, my mom's just two days away, and i would have to wish her over the phone. Now, i won't be able to get up in the morning and go to her room and curl myself up under her blanket. The way she rubbed my back, and talked about my future, made me think my life was perfect as long as i have my mother. I miss her the most. More than anyone.
I also feel sad when i think, that i missed Krish's first day at school. I miss the way he is growing up. I am missing all that time i would had been close to him, if i were not crazy to chase my dreams in the "land of dreams".
I do not regret my decision, but i do know that life would had been more colorful with family around. However much of a dysfunctional family i have, it is still family. It is important to survive. It is important to value oneself. I know many teenagers and young adults want to move out to be away from family. My advice to them: do not run away from them. If u have to move away for your future, do it, but remember family is what you will have that is yours forever, without any conditions.
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