I know i have been ignoring my blog for a very long while. But i am taking my time, recovering. I do not wish to voice my emotions this time, because they were too deep, too personal, something that cannot be translated into English words. So i won't force them. I have decided to keep them in me, and understand what they truly are before i fast pace into writing/typing them down.
One thing that i have noticed is,ki, being 20 sucks in the US. Like you are so close to legal age, but still fucking aren't legal. God i hate this country and its rules.
Another thing is that i have been a very stupid person for the past few months. Or may be i was a few months ago. This blog has hurt a few people i know and not know. Well, i think i was carried away by my emotions and didn't think straight.Ganguly's latest outburst, and his way around me has kind of jolted me back to reality. I have always been a nice person, and i am not going to change that because of past issues, fuck-ups and all those things i did, that nauseates me now.
Well, i call them, the part of my teenage life. With that gone, my tantrums have gone too, i hope.
No comments:
Post a Comment